So 1st day back....

I went to sleep at 9pm woke up at 5am. I grabbed a glass of milk and then went back into my room and tried to fall asleep again. Didn't work so I went online. I did that for about 3 hours and got caught up with all my videos that I have missed on youtube. My mom wakes up, I go out to greet her in the living room and for some reason I look at all the luggage backs laying there on the floor and it just puts me in a real depressed state.

I thought coming back to Canada was going to be fine and life was going to continue without me thinking twice of Hong Kong. But I really do miss Hong Kong. It might be the fact that we had something planned every single day or that the family there I haven't seen/talked growing up, so I was using this time to get to know them. I miss them and now I'm "emotional" ( not crying or anything but I'm just reminiscing of all the good times I spent with them over the month period and how long its going to be again before I get a chance to see them again.)

Growing up I was always around family as there were 10 people in one house and thats what this trip reminded me of. Just getting to see family day in and day out. Its not the same thing with just yourself and your mom in a big house....

Well I'm using this blog to channel some of my emotions in and I think it worked a little bit. I feel better. But i'm going to stop as there's still a full luggage of clothes laying on my bedroom floor waiting to be unpacked. :(

But before I sign out here's 1 picture that I will share even though I told my uncle I wasn't going to put any family photo's on the internet, people reading this might not get anything out of this. But a few weeks later when I come back and re-read this it will mean something to me.